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Ages 14–18
By Alexandra Ballard

What I Lost

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Ages
14–18

AI summary

Sixteen-year-old Elizabeth is sent to a treatment center after losing forty pounds and reaching a size zero. While she initially plans to continue her anorexic habits once released, a series of mysterious packages and the reality of her environment lead her to pursue genuine recovery.

Parent notes

The book deals heavily with the triggers and mechanics of anorexia, which requires parental guidance for sensitive readers, though the ultimate message is one of recovery. Parent concerns: Eating disorders (anorexia); Distorted body image; Parental obsession with weight; Weight loss and food restriction themes; Mental health treatment center setting Romance/sexual content: Mention of a past boyfriend, but the focus is on the protagonist's internal struggle and recovery rather than romance. Language: Teen contemporary novels typically include occasional mild language, though none is specifically noted in the promotional text. Violence: No physical violence, though the self-harm nature of eating disorders is the central theme. Substances: No substance use mentioned. Worldview themes: Self-discovery, Overcoming illness, Healthy vs. Unhealthy family dynamics

Why parents choose this book

What makes What I Lost worth choosing

An honest, parent-first look at who this book suits, what it offers, and what to know before you buy.

Best for

  • Age range: 14–18 (fits siblings across a range).
  • Reading maturity: Young adult — teen protagonists and more nuanced themes.
  • Kids who tend to love it: readers ages 14–18 looking for a solid story.
  • Personality fit: kids ages 14–18 who enjoy a good story.

Parents love this book because

  • Written by Alexandra Ballard, whose books parents return to for consistently thoughtful storytelling.

Your child will probably enjoy What I Lost if they…

  • Enjoy stories written for kids around ages 14–18

This book helps develop

Vocabulary, sustained attention, and reading confidence for the 14–18 age band.

Things parents should know

  • Language: clean language throughout.

Reading commitment

Estimated reading time
Varies by reader
Length
Length varies by edition
Difficulty
Young adult
Works as read-aloud
Usually read independently
Good for independent readers
Yes — suits confident readers in the age band

Why we recommend it

We recommend What I Lost for the 14–18 age band with a small heads-up on content — worth previewing or discussing. Alexandra Ballard's voice is what makes it stick: readable, respectful of kids, and easy to hand to the next child in the family.

Content ratings

Sexual content0/4
Suicide / self-harm0/4
Violence0/4
Romance0/4
Language1/4
Scary content0/4
Faith content0/4

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